During Holy Mass “the Light” appeared at the Creed, while the words: “the Word was made flesh” were being said. I saw the painting of “the Lady” in full “Light,” too. After receiving “Our Lord” I saw a shelf with piled-up old books, their backs turned towards me. And I heard “the Voice” calling:
“The laws will be fulfilled.”
Then the vision disappeared slowly, but “the Light” kept shining over all of us till the end of Holy Mass.
February 2, 1978
During Holy Mass, at the Offertory, “the Light” came over the altar and the priest and then over all those present.
At the Consecration I saw “the Light” shining as a large bunch of rays over the altar and the priest, while we were in the shade.
At the Elevation of the Sacred Host a beautiful radiant “M” appeared in that “Light” and disappeared slowly after the Elevation of the Chalice. From then “the Light” spread again over all those present.
On receiving “Our Lord” I had a heavenly vision. I heard:
“This is a blessed day.”
And I felt how the Blessing came down over all of us and how it filled the whole chapel. Then “the Voice” spoke:
“Come, follow Me.
Watch well and concentrate.
I’ll take you to the Waters.”
I was standing in front of a large water or Lake. From “the Light” that was going ahead of me I saw an arm and hand emerging. This hand was stretched out over the Lake and divided the water into two parts, one to the right and one to the left side. And a pathway came free in the middle. I now saw the “Radiant Figure” standing in that pathway and I heard:
At the same time, the water on the left-hand side of the pathway had changed into a large, muddy swamp. From the bank I saw crocodiles, snakes, vipers, and other reptiles creeping in. They lifted their heads out of the swamp and it seemed as if they were swallowing up everything I saw disappearing in it: people, buildings and churches. All of it vanished into the depth of that swamp but for the small spires of a few church-towers, which here and there were sticking out. The “Radiant Figure” spoke:
“This is the scum. Thus it happened. But watch.”
And now I saw the right-hand part of the Lake with very clear, smoothly rippling water, like crystal. I heard “the Voice” saying:
“This is the water of the revival. Listen:
Like the Bride took Her Son to the Father, so you must take your little ones to HIM Who Is. HE is the Beginning and the Cope-stone.”
After the words: “He is the Beginning and the Cope-stone,” I saw a church and a building rising from that water on the right side. They were St. Peter’s and the Vatican.
While seeing lips with a finger put across them, I heard “the Voice” saying in a suppressed tone:
“The strife and struggle for the
True Doctrine is still going on.
Be careful, preserve it and don’t renounce it.”
All the while I saw St. Peter’s and the Vatican. “The Voice” resumed:
“Something is going to happen there.”
Then everything disappeared slowly from my sight.
But “the Light” stayed till the end of Holy Mass.
At the beginning of Holy Mass “the Light” came over the altar, the priest and all those present.
At the Consecration, when the Sacred Host was held up for adoration, I saw a radiant letter “M” appearing in that “Light:”
with a small cross on the four corners.
After the Elevation of the Chalice, the letter “M” faded away.
When receiving “Our Lord” I very clearly heard “the Voice” saying:
“Rejoice, Blessed be this Covenant.”
At the end of Holy Mass “the Light” slowly disappeared.
March 23, 1978
During Adoration I saw “the Light” coming over the altar and spreading slowly over all those present.
When I received “Our Lord” – during Holy Mass – the Sacred Host lived on my tongue and I tasted flows of delicious water. On consuming the Sacred Host, I had a heavenly vision.
I saw a very large, radiant Sacred Host, emitting white Fire on all sides. Then it was as if heaven opened. Heavenly beings came down and gathered around the Sacred Host and many of them knelt before It. I heard “the Voice” saying in an almost imploring tone:
“My Cephas, – My Apostles, – My Priests: let a New Fire blaze in this darkness.”
(The words New Fire were pronounced with special emphasis.) “The Voice” continued:
“Let the Fire burn your hearts and let it shine all around again.” (These words, too, were said with emphasis.)
“The Light will assist you in these dark times.”
Now I saw “the Light” growing still brighter around the Sacred Host and “the Voice” spoke again:
“And you, My people, open your mouth and your heart, so that your Lord may enter and animate you.”
I felt as if an invisible hand were being put on my shoulder and “the Voice” said to me:
“You, human child, The Spirit has touched you. He will enlighten you.”
It was all such a mighty heavenly experience that I am not able to describe or to explain it better.
Then everything faded slowly away and I thanked “the Lord,” saying: “Who am I, My Lord, to be allowed to live to see all this.” “The Voice” said: “Amen.”
March 25, 1978
Easter Saturday Night
About eleven o’clock p.m. I went to sleep. After having said some prayers, I had the following experience.
I was walking in Jerusalem (I was told inwardly) among a busy crowd of all kinds of people. They seemed to be in a hurry. Suddenly, I saw a Person going ahead of me. He was dressed in a white robe and “the Light” was around Him. Looking over His shoulder He said to me:
“Come and follow Me.”
We walked through several narrow streets, going up and down, and finally arrived at a low wall, in which there was an entrance, a kind of gate. But there was no door in it. The “Radiant Person” said to me:
“It still is the twenty-fifth of March. Wait here for Me.”
He went through the gateway and I remained waiting. Yet I cast a glance inside and said inwardly: “Ah, this is a Garden,” for I saw all sorts of pointed green trees and other Oriental vegetation.
While I was still waiting, the same “Radiant Person” suddenly came back through the little gate. He was carrying a peculiar type of dish in His hands and said to me:
“I give you the living Pascha.”
I knelt down and folded my hands, and I got a Sacred Host on my tongue. It began to move and to live. Then He spoke:
“I give you the living Water.”
I took a sip from the little dish that was held before me and I tasted liquids of such an extraordinary sweet flavour as it is difficult to describe.
The “Radiant Person” went back inside and left me alone in ineffable bliss.
Then everything faded away.
I looked at my alarm-clock, it was exactly 5 minutes to twelve. Almost midnight.
April 3, 1978
Celebration of Lady-Day
At the Offertory during Holy Mass, I saw “the Light” coming over the altar and the priest and, gradually over all people present. At the Consecration, a beautiful brilliant Cross appeared within “the Light” above the altar. That Cross faded away and in its stead came a radiant letter “M,” surmounted by a bright white Dove which radiated white Fire in all directions.
Suddenly, the Dove came down and stayed hovering in front of that letter “M.” All this happened during the Consecration. “The Light” stayed till the end of Holy Mass.
April 7, 1978
In the Night of 7th to 8th April
While I could not get to sleep, I heard the sound of trumpets time and again.
It was the same sound of trumpets as is heard when the Pope enters St. Peter’s or the loggia on the occasion of a solemnity.
Later on, I heard this sound also in daytime during a couple of successive days.
May 31, 1978
During Holy Mass, at the Offertory, “the Light” came over the altar and the priest and, gradually, over all those present. At the Consecration I heard:
“Be faithful to its ‘True Doctrine’ Bring My people to Me and I will feed their souls.”
At my Holy Communion, I had a heavenly vision. I saw the whole world before me and I heard:
“They have ravaged My Church and chased My followers into wilderness.”
What I saw before me was all great chaos and I suffered a dreadful spiritual pain because of it. “The Voice” spoke:
“Watch well, and understand rightly everything I’ll show you.”
And I had to watch a lugubrious spectacle. I saw several large buildings. I recognized one of them as the side wall of the Vatican. The other buildings were seminaries and universities. From all these buildings I saw priests and clergymen coming out. I got frightened because their faces looked like heads of foxes, wolves and hyenas. They came along skulking and moved around searching like these animals. It was a horrible sight and I shuddered down my spine.
I heard “the Voice” say:
“They are those who have led My people into wilderness and have broken up My Church.”
Again I saw St. Peter’s. A bearded man in a long garment came walking on. Over his shoulder, he had slung a kind of cloak. He was a figure from bygone ages. He stopped in front of a large bronze door and from the sky a big golden key, hanging on a golden thread, descended just before him.
From on high “the Voice” sounded:
“My servant Peter, take the golden thread once more and open the door with that key.”
Then I saw that person opening the door, which was about ten to fifteen centemeters in thickness.
The person, called Peter, turned round and I saw a very long row of priests standing behind him. “The Voice” said:
“Come and follow him, all of you.” “The Voice” continued:
“This is My last warning, to your country as well as to other countries.”
And “the Voice” said to me:
“You, human child, watch well. And you will understand all this.”
(the last words were directed to others).
Heaven opened and I saw the following patterns:
I heard heavenly music and I saw heavenly beings looking up at these patterns. Then rays of heavenly splendour came from the Cross surrounded by the four small Crosses and irradiated over that “M” with its crosslets. Together those rays gave shape to a marvellous crown on top of that “M”-pattern. I was deeply impressed and it is not possible for me to explain how glorious this vision was. Slowly everything disappeared, I thanked “the Lord” heart and soul. Then also “the Light” faded away.
June 11, 1978
During Holy Mass, after receiving “Our Lord,” I saw lips with a finger across. Then I saw a magnificent “Radiant figure” and the Lord said:
“I'll tell you a secret, listen. Before two months will have passed, Pope Paul VI
will enter eternal life.
You should not tell it to anybody, not even your Spiritual Director, before it has happened.
Keep it a secret to yourself.”
Then the “Radiant Figure” slowly disappeared.
I thanked “the Lord” and said:
“Dear Lord, Thy Will be done.” And “the Voice” said: “Amen,”
August 15, 1978
During Holy Mass, at the Creed, “the Light” came over the altar and the priest, and then spread over all those present. It stayed until the end of Holy Mass.
August 17, 1978
This day at my Holy Communion during Holy Mass. I heard “the Voice” say:
“My Blessing be upon you in this Sacred Residence. Be comforted, My people.”
Then “the Light” that had been shining over all of us from the Consecration, faded away.
September 28, 1978
This evening, when I was watching the news on TV at 8 o’clock, a curious thought came into my mind:
“Should there be any news now about the Pope?” (John Paul I)
But no news came through about him.
After the news report followed advertising and during the spots I suddenly heard inwardly:
“Just fancy that this Pope already is dying!” It gave me a fright and I said to myself: “No, that is not possible. “
September 29, 1978
In the morning at 8:45 my Spiritual Director phoned me. He was told by telephone that the Pope had died during the night. He could not believe it. Immediately, I switched on the radio and I heard by myself the news of his death.
October 7, 1978
During Holy Mass “the Light” came over the priest and the altar. Then it spread slowly over all those present. I heard “the Voice” say:
“I am with you.”
“The Light” stayed till the end of Holy Mass.
When I wanted to go to bed on November 5th, I heard call:
I soon fell asleep and I awoke suddenly at exactly a quarter to three.
I heard the call again, but now at a higher and drawn out pitch:
After that I could not get to sleep and I thought: “What does it mean?” I had never heard that word before.
Next day, November 6th, when receiving Holy Communion, I again heard that call, but on an even stronger and more drawn out pitch:
October 16, 1978
During Holy Mass, before receiving “Our Lord,” I saw “the Light” shining over the altar and the priest and afterwards over all those present.
Again I heard “the Voice” say:
“He who comes from afar, will be Peter’s successor.” Then “the Light” faded away.
At night, I heard over the radio that the Polish Cardinal Wojtila has been elected Pope with the name of Pope John Paul II.
October 22, 1978
Inauguration of Pope John Paul II
During Holy Mass, before Holy Communion, I saw “the Light” coming over the altar, the priest and the people present. After receiving “Our Lord” I heard “the Voice” say:
“Come, follow Me.”
And I saw a “Radiant Figure” going ahead of me. Suddenly, I stood before a high mountain.
The “Radiant Figure” pointed at it and said:
“You must climb this mountain, until you reach the top. First choose your path.”
Now I saw on the left and on the right of the mountain a winding path. I chose the right-hand one. It was a sandy path. After making a few steps, I sank deeper and deeper into the sand so that I could not proceed any further. I called:
“Dear Lord, I cannot walk along.” The “Radiant Figure” ordered: “Return!”
And all of a sudden, I stood again at the foot of the mountain. Now I took the path on the left. It was rough and rocky, but winding so much that it looked like a labyrinth from which I could not find the way out. On the left side of that path I saw a mass of ruins. I tried to go on, but I got more and more entangled in that maze and I called:
“Dear Lord, I am getting lost, please save me, I am exhausted.” The “Radiant Figure” spoke: “Come, I shall help you.”
And, suddenly, I stood again at the foot of the mountain. Now 1 saw that a very long ladder was being placed mid-way against the mountain. I heard “the Voice” say:
“And now go up.”
I mounted the ladder and in no time arrived at the top.
Then I heard “the Voice” calling from the clouds:
“This period has come to an end.
The tide will turn.
Watch well! The face of the sun-dial has changed.”
And I saw a big sun-dial standing on the top of the mountain. The hand pointed to a letter “W,” but went slowly in the opposite direction and stopped at the letter “E.” Thus it turned several times to and fro between the letter “W” and “E.”
Next to the sun-dial I saw clergymen of various Oriental Churches standing near the letter “E.” One of then had an icon in his hand, another was wearing a pointed brocaded cap and others had different attributes. Moreover, I saw several Crosses beside the sun-dial.
Near the letter “W” stood an ordinary Cross, which was very tall and radiated on all sides. A large, scintillating Star surmounted the whole image and over it appeared the sign.
I was allowed to look at all of this for a long time, until everything faded away.
I thanked the Lord and heard “the Voice” say:
And “the Light” disappeared slowly out of the Chapel.
December 8, 1978
During Holy Mass, at the Creed, “the Light” came from the four corners of the Chapel over the altar and the priest and then spread slowly over all the people present.
At the Consecration, “the Light” shone only over the altar and the priest and we were in the shade, but afterwards, it spread again over all of us.
Never before, had I seen “the Light” so glaring, so brilliant and bright. I could hardly look at it, for it pained my eyes.
On receiving “Our Lord” I beheld a heavenly vision.
A “Radiant Figure,” more beautiful than ever, said to me:
“Come, follow Me.”
We came to an endless plain. In its centre was a high mountain with a ladder leaning against it. The “Radiant Figure” said to me:
“Climb this mountain.”
I mounted the ladder rung by rung, headed by the “Radiant Figure” who floated up the ladder without even touching the rungs.
On reaching the top of the mountain, I saw that this top was covered with a black cloth.
The “Radiant Figure” gave a sign and four male heavenly beings appeared from the four quarters of the mountain. I was inwardly told: “These are the four evangelists.”
They took the black cloth away and I heard the “Radiant Figure” calling:
“Ye nations, rejoice.”
Then I saw a white veil lying over the mountain. Again the “Radiant Figure” gave a signal and the four evangelists re-appeared from the four quarters of the mountain and removed that white veil, too.
“The Voice” called once more:
Now I saw the “Radiant Figure” gliding aloft with outstretched arms and joined feet and then turning into a majestic, brilliantly shining Cross.
Two heavenly beings emerged from the east and the west side of the mountain. They both had something in their hands and they made for the mountain top.
I saw that each of them was carrying a large 3, which they placed simultaneously in the middle of the top so that the number 33 was to be seen. After that, two more heavenly beings emerged from the north and the south side of the mountain. They too were carrying something. I saw it was some kind of leaves, which they arranged simultaneously round the number 33. It was a laurel-wreath.
From the shining Cross “the Voice” sounded:
“It is accomplished.”
I started weeping and heard “the Voice” say: “Don’t cry, My daughter, but rejoice.” “The Voice” stopped for a moment and resumed: “The revelations about this time which I have shown you, have come to pass and will continue to pass.” After a pause “the Voice” continued:
“Carry on with the help of those whom I have chosen to accomplish your task.”
I called: “My Lord, how can I do that?”
And “the Voice” spoke:
“The Spirit will assist you and give instructions. The Light will continue coming in this Sacred Residence. It will be a place for the Lord and for Her, whom I have sent.”
Then I heard “the Voice” calling:
“Rejoice, ye nations.”
Now I saw the radiating Cross rising higher and higher, and after a last bright glitter everything disappeared from my sight. I thanked the Lord intensely.
February 2, 1979
During Holy Mass at the Creed “the Light” came over the altar and the priest. It was a magnificent, bright, “Light” which spread slowly over all those present.
At the Consecration I saw “the Light” shining only over the altar and the priest, whereas we were in the shade.
But after the Consecration, it spread again over all present and the whole Chapel was full of “Light” until the end of Holy Mass.
February 11, 1979
At the Offertory during Holy Mass in our Chapel I saw a beautiful “Light” proceeding from the Painting of “the Lady of All Nations.” It settled above the altar.
At the Consecration “the Light” came from the four corners of the Chapel shining over the altar and the priest. It stayed till after our Holy Communion.
Then I saw “the Light” fade away.
March 23, 1979
As I received Holy Communion during Holy Mass in our Chapel, I saw the Sacred Host radiating brightly.
When placed on my tongue, It started moving and I tasted draughts of delicious water.
The Sacred Host grew larger and larger and felt as if alive. This lasted quite a time, until the Sacred Host was consumed.
March 24, 1979
On receiving Holy Communion during Holy Mass in the Chapel, I had exactly the same experience as yesterday.
April 12, 1979
During Holy Mass in our Chapel I saw “the Light” coming over the priest and the altar.
At the Elevation of the Sacred Host I suddenly saw, within the “Light” above the altar, a radiant Cross, glittering like a diamond, with four limbs of equal length and a small cross at every corner.
After the Elevation of the Chalice the radiant Cross disappeared slowly from within the “Light.”
When I had received “Our Lord,” the Sacred Host started moving on my tongue and I had draughts of delicious water. Then the Sacred Host became alive and I heard:
“I am That I am.”
At the end of the Holy Mass “the Light” slowly disappeared.
May 15, 1979
During Holy Mass in the Chapel and after receiving “Our Lord” I heard very clearly, as many as three times, the time-signal of Vatican Radio:
During Holy Mass in our Chapel at the Offertory I saw “the Light” come and shine over the altar and the priest. Then it spread slowly over all the people present.
But at the Consecration “the Light” settled above the altar and radiated over the priest.
Within this “Light” appeared a radiant Crown with a letter “M” in front of it. Both were glittering like brilliants. The Consecration being over, the Crown and the letter “M” faded away from within “the Light” and out of sight.
On receiving “Our Lord” I had a heavenly vision. I felt a finger being put to my lips and it was as if my lips were sealed.
Then I heard “the Voice” saying:
“The Netherlands will be revived through Her whom I have sent. Implore the Spirit of Truth.”
“The Voice” paused for a moment and continued:
“The Holy Father will proclaim Her Co-Redemptrix, Mediatrix, and Advocate.”
“The Voice” spoke with emphasis:
“Tell him this.”
Then, after a lot of despair and sadness, I felt restful and peace came slowly into my heart concerning the Church and the Faith. “The Light” stayed until the end of Holy Mass.
June 22, 1979
At the Consecration during Holy Mass in our Chapel, I saw “the Light” coming over the altar and the priest and then slowly spreading over all of us.
On receiving “Our Lord,” the Sacred Host began moving on my tongue and it felt as if alive. I tasted flows of delicious, heavenly water. Never before, had I experienced this so intensely as today. I felt that “the Lord” was present in a very special way.
Meanwhile, I had a vision and suddenly stood in front of a beautiful golden gate. It was a pale gold-colour and in the middle of the gate I saw a heart-shaped sign of a darker kind of gold. The gate opened slowly and I heard “the Voice” saying:
“Please come in.”
I did as I was told and came into a beautiful breath-taking surrounding where heavenly music was playing. “The Voice” echoed throughout the space:
After a while I heard “the Voice” calling again, but this time much louder:
“Rejoice, ye nations.”
And the heavenly music now sounded even more glorious to my ears. I had been listening to it for quite a while. Then “a Voice” came out of the clouds calling:
“Thanks to your Lord and Creator. It has been fulfilled.”
I thanked “the Lord” from the bottom of my heart. Then the vision faded away and so did “the Light.”
June 23, 1979
During the Consecration at Holy Mass in our Chapel I saw a beautiful ray of “Light” coming from the Painting of “the Lady of All Nations.” That “Light” stayed until the end of Holy Mass.
August 15, 1979
During Holy Mass in our Chapel at the Offertory I saw “the Light” coming over the altar and the priest.
At the Consecration a radiant Cross emerged from within “the Light” and a large, brilliant Sacred Host appeared in front of it. Under the right arm of the Cross I saw a Crown appearing, surrounded by beautiful stars. I counted twelve of them.
The Consecration being finished, the Crown with the stars and then the Cross with the Sacred Host disappeared slowly from my sight, and “the Light” spread over all those present. It stayed till the end of Holy Mass.
After receiving “Our Lord,” I heard “the Voice” say:
“I have told you, this period is terminated.”
And it was as if I heard a door being slammed. Then “the Voice” continued and spoke to me:
“Open your ears and eyes and keep your lips closed.”
And then it happened, as always in a vision, that I felt a change in my eyes and ears. But this time my lips seemed to be tightened and I felt within me a profound stillness. I heard “the Voice” say:
“Understand well what I shall show you.”
Suddenly I saw the Vatican in front on me and I heard:
“You Cephas, My Peter, You will have to wage a fierce struggle. Yet you will persevere and do what has to be done to defend the True Doctrine. Be sure to insist on celibacy, for that is the strength of your Church. Remind your priests. They will have to co-operate in rebuilding the Church.”
Then I saw long rows of men coming along, who all were carrying something in their hands. I saw that it was stones they were carrying.
Watching more closely I could see they were Bishops and priests who started building.
And all at once a beautiful rebuilt Church stood before me and I had to say:
“And yet nothing has changed.”
And “the Voice” spoke from the clouds:
“My Peter, bring the glorified Lady – ‘the Lady of All Nations’ into you churches. SHE will lead the nations to ‘HER LORD,’ to Whom SHE was allowed to give birth by the Will of the
Then I felt a revival coming in my heart and a joyful feeling. I thanked “the Lord” with all my heart. At the same time the string of my lips was loosed and my eyes and ears turned normal as before.
Holy Mass was ended and “the Light” faded away.
September 2, 1979
On this Sunday-morning I clearly heard “the Voice” say:
“Do you want to go away too?”
In the evening I heard “the Voice” again, calling as many as several times at intervals:
At the Offertory during Holy Mass in the Chapel I saw “the Light” come from the four corners of the Chapel and shine over the altar and the priest. Afterwards, it spread over all those present.
On receiving “Our Lord” I heard “the Voice” say:
“Rejoice, My people, My hour has come.”
At the end of Holy Mass “the Light” faded away.
October 7, 1979
During Holy Mass at the Offertory I saw “the Light” come from the four corners of the Chapel. It was shining over the altar and the priest and after a while spread over all those present. It stayed till the end of Holy Mass and then faded away.
December 8, 1979
During Holy Mass in our Chapel at the Consecration “the Light” came over the altar and the priest and in “that Light” a beautiful, radiant Crown appeared. It was more beautiful and radiant that ever before.
After the Consecration the Crown slowly disappeared from within “the Light,” which then spread over all the people present and stayed till the end of Holy Mass.
On receiving “Our Lord,” I had a heavenly vision.
I was standing on a beach and saw a wild, stormy sea before me. There was a terrible gale and the waves were running very high. In the distance a fishing boat loomed up. I got afraid, for I realised that this boat was unable to make headway against the storm.
Gradually, the boat came nearer and I observed that it heeled to the left owing to the storm.
As the boat drew still closer, I saw to my astonishment that it was a Dutch fishing boat where our Holy Father, the Pope, was holding the helm and some Cardinals and Bishops were sitting.
The storm was very violent and I saw that the Pope had a lot of trouble, because the boat was tossed about in all directions.
Black, heavy clouds were hanging over the boat. But, suddenly, a splendid beam of Light radiated down from the clouds and lighted the entire boat.
I heard “the Voice” calling from the sky and it sounded like a command:
“Turn your helm to the right and hold it firmly,”
“The Voice” paused for a moment and continued:
“Keep your course staight and you will safely reach the shore.”
And really, I saw “Our Pope” turning the helm to the right with all his strength and at once the storm died down and the sea was immediately quiet.
Now I saw the fishing boat coming to the beach in a straight line. The Pope, the Cardinals and the Bishops disembarked and, to my astonishment, the beach had turned into St. Peter’s Square and I clearly saw St. Peter’s and the Vatican before me.
I heard “the Voice” say:
“Convey this, tell him.”
I thanked “the Lord” and then everything slowly disappeared from my sight.